You make things seem everything is much better with them, when you're without me.
Sometimes I wish I can push you away and see if you bother to come back, stay and know that some things' wrong.
Would you?

Hope

I hope you see how much I need you here 

Hope you acknowledges me more

Hope you see that I'm trying 

Hope one day you'll put more effort in realizing how I really am 

Hope you see there's nothing embarassing bout expressing your feelings to me Infront of others

Hope you'll never walk out of my life

Hope you'll start taking more initiatives 

Hope that one day, you'll realize, I really love you a lot. 

Sunshine

It's been great the past few days, except for the crazy schedule, projects ultimate projects. Rushing here and there, it's making me exhausted. But I'm glad, you'll be there to cheer me on. Thank you so much, for putting in effort. Making a little change, it's making me more assured.  But I hope you're doing it out of your own comfort too. I love you 

Thoughts

All those crazy thoughts. Am I right bout all this? You're there right? Are you willing to put things down to be by me? I wish, wish you prioritise me more. Cause sometimes it feels like I'm fighting alone.

What

It's always them, they. How about we, us? How about me? Huh. I'm lost

Start

It's been years. Good to start again, a place to rant and vent. Maybe share bits and pieces of my life, and looking back in years to come.